Yea just as you have heard from Jared. We're no longer dating. I have my reasons for breaking up with him but if he is so pissed at me he should've talked to me and at least try to help me with what I'm going through right now. I've been so depressed and so moodly that I was kicked outta my house for a day or so because of all the shit thats going on. I did what I did is because I didn't want him to get invovled with this whole mess. I haven't been myself in a very long time. I've changed so much & its kinda scary. I don't know if this is growing up or not but, why is it changing who I am? I've gotten into so much trouble right now, I might cut because I don't know what else I might do! I need help and with more said, I need someone to hold me because I don't think anyone gives a shit about me! I CANT BELIEVE I LOST THE ONLY PERSON I COULD EVER LOVE..... I'm such a fuckin moron.. I shouldn't even be alive...

However, this did piss me off more....


"I'M PROBABLY THE BEST THING SHE IS EVER GOING TO GET!"

Ok then, why the fuck didn't you try to help me with my situation whenever I asked for it?! I've been there for you for so much. HOW COULD YOU TELL ME TO SCREW OFF?! HOW COULD YOU NOT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME OR WANNA TALK TO ME? HOW COULD YOU ASK WHY I CALLED, IM LONELY OK!!! HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT IM A BITCH? HOW COULD YOU DANGLE OTHERS INFRONT OF ME? HOW COULD YOU LET ME GO???


I need help. I can't take this anymore....

I might leave DA because... it reminds me of him... please... help me...

XOXOXO....


Byes